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cold, alone,
but not afraid

curious, ambitious
but not determined

a dream within a dream within reality,
I wake up not knowing where I am at or why I left.
I try so hard to pinpoint myself inside my breaking mind.

cold.. alone..
but not when your here

I am punching and fighting knowing my fight will just bring me to my end
but I will not stop. Not with nothing to lose.
In my dreams, I create abstract situations and your always there.
I dont put you in them,
so why do you keep showing up

Even though I die and suffer in my dreams, every single night, I still consider waking up
to be the true nightmare.

You were so gentle like the gentle stroke of a beautiful song on a piano,
you were so intricate like that of echo of a beautiful set of strings.
so perfect as the evolving clouds across a time lapse of a perfect day
so beautiful as the oceans my dreams take deep into
your smile.. makes me weep now when I remember it as my brain generates that memory.
your touch... as your hand was in mine... seeing silly movies, being awkward and weird in that hotel
how youd never eat in front of me
how you were not quite sure where to even take me.
how your eyes looked when i looked so deep into them.


I have opened my eyes now
I am sorry they were closed for a while.
its too late ..
but I see now.
I am sorry I put a leash on you and dragged you through the flames with me.
love, and jealousy can change a boy
but im not a boy any longer.
A&F my love.. I will always have a tear hanging from my heart
for the mistakes you and I had to learn.

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Paltiel Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2014
Thankee for the point.

Enjoy the llama!  ^_^
eewill Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the trade!
PhoenixRisingFromAsh Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the trade! 
IridiumEX Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
one sad thing for everyday, to remind myself who I am.
IridiumEX Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
take my hand... walk with me
with your hand...set me free
IridiumEX Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
is this where my soul is trapt? on a sheet of thin, fragile paper? written with a conduit so dull as my mind.
IridiumEX Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
so suddenly, the pass of unforgiven
IridiumEX Featured By Owner May 8, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Starting now I will be posting my work elsewhere, contact me for info
SteamPixy Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thank you for the favorite!
NSolanki Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013   Photographer
Thank you for the favourite add :)
CountessBloody Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2012
Thanks very much for the fav, I appreciate Greetings from France
MonotoneMinimal Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2012
Thx for faving :handshake:
darkVOID42 Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for faving AVUS !
darkVOID42 Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks also for the other favs and the :+devwatch:!
JPtHart Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you :aww:
bens1n Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2012  Student General Artist
Thanks for the favoritism! :)
DCPhotographics Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2012  Professional Photographer
hi there! many thanks for the fav! glad to hear you enjoy my work :D:D
IridiumEX Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Your welcome. you do good work
melissaearl Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
:w00t!: Thank you so much for the :+fav: :w00t!:
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Thank you so much for the :+fav:! :)
AlexUba Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Thx for the fav! :)
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EmilieBouvier Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the fav :heart: :hug:
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Thanks for the fav
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