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That love.


That love I had

When I feel it breathe it again every one a ten year span

Split second breath of such the freshest air

Instant broken heart.

Instant ray of sun upon a dark rainy day

Where did you go :(
Why did you leave me
I never got the chance to show you how much I really loved
You

I never knew how until now

I hope you're happy
I hope he takes care of you
I have to run from this pain. It won't leave me alone anymore

This will be my last post for a long time

Goodbye K

C
you know.. im not trying to be a sticker. but what can i do ...
i dont want to ask you back
i dont wanna fight obviously
people are so dumb... duhhh
i fucked up. sorry ok?
so did you??
does it matter.. no
doesnt

i sing songs... i play my guitar... i draw my images... i take my pictures.... i write my notes....

i just want you one day to say yes... chris I forgive you


i think that would keep me alive. i could live with that you know?

josh you... YOU. you..... you... ugh you.... do You know? josh.. listen
you wanna play a game you will try to win?
i would to make your entire life full of prison...
you have no idea who i am, and you wont win.. just to begin
I will write 100 songs just about you.
until your life turns blue.
fuck off my heart said to you... i couldnt help it.
do you wanna go and get fit.
go.  then.  go.

i would ever bother her again. ever.. just want her to be happier than youll make her
before my own life suddenly becomes a blur.

what it called? Capoeira? no word to rhyme?
i have to try and lose my mind

remember one thing buddy.. remember this.
You will never be more. or better.
I could turn you inside out, and make you a begger.
I would destroy you.
end your life without a clue

steal from me again...i dare
i only tried to play fair...
now i invite you to my lair.

do it.
hello world

haha i have an uneatan burger a big sharpie... and gum on my desk.
weird huh



i look through the window at my pomegranate tree
wishing that i could be free.

i love substance ... cuz it kills the pain
i know i am all there is to blame

i dont know really... it i miss you
i wish i could just kinda of find a clue

i need to be looking through a glass
instead of something that looks like brass...

i wana forget you..
please let me forget this
i am too blue
and my stupid name is chris

i bet him to kill me... my demon of mine
he just watches me try to be kind..

someone kill me. please.
once again,

unclear mind, unclear soul.
so much pain, so much anguish
I am so mad at you.
For lying to me so many times,
for cheating on me.
I was so good.
    I was so good of a person
I didnt know bad, i didnt know pain.
I was so pure.
If you pureed the worst nightmares of everyone on this planet
I am confident to the soul that mine could compete so closely with that
my worst fear used to be just loneliness, but loneliness without you, knowing youre there..
thats the real thing.

it only got worse after you. I became a raging alcoholic, which I hate alcohol trust me.
But than again I hate myself.
So much. I hate everything
Regret.. so much regret.

2016 has nothing but serious torture and fear for me.
if i even make it that far... lol i always say that..
I always say ill end it all, its weird. you say it so much
it becomes more real each time you do.
I had a good stretch :(
Of not thinking of you.

But this dream that's carved itself into my memory is infecting my day with an ocean ofheart ache and sadness

What do I do

Where do I go

Help me
Please

It hurts but hopefully not for long

This cold city
That love.


That love I had

When I feel it breathe it again every one a ten year span

Split second breath of such the freshest air

Instant broken heart.

Instant ray of sun upon a dark rainy day

Where did you go :(
Why did you leave me
I never got the chance to show you how much I really loved
You

I never knew how until now

I hope you're happy
I hope he takes care of you
I have to run from this pain. It won't leave me alone anymore

This will be my last post for a long time

Goodbye K

C

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Paltiel Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2014
Thankee for the point.

Enjoy the llama!  ^_^
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eewill Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the trade!
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FreeingMyAngelWings Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the trade! 
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IridiumEX Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
one sad thing for everyday, to remind myself who I am.
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IridiumEX Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
take my hand... walk with me
with your hand...set me free
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IridiumEX Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
is this where my soul is trapt? on a sheet of thin, fragile paper? written with a conduit so dull as my mind.
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IridiumEX Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
so suddenly, the pass of unforgiven
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IridiumEX Featured By Owner May 8, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Starting now I will be posting my work elsewhere, contact me for info
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SteamPixy Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thank you for the favorite!
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NSolanki Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013   Photographer
Thank you for the favourite add :)
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CountessBloody Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2012
Thanks very much for the fav, I appreciate Greetings from France
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MonotoneMinimal Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2012
Thx for faving :handshake:
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darkVOID42 Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
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Thanks for faving AVUS !
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darkVOID42 Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks also for the other favs and the :+devwatch:!
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JPtHart Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2012  Student Photographer
Thank you :aww:
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bens1n Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2012  Student General Artist
Thanks for the favoritism! :)
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DCPhotographics Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2012  Professional Photographer
hi there! many thanks for the fav! glad to hear you enjoy my work :D:D
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IridiumEX Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Your welcome. you do good work
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melissaearl Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
:w00t!: Thank you so much for the :+fav: :w00t!:
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Stefano-Coltelli Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012
Thank you so much for the :+fav:! :)
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AlexUba Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Thx for the fav! :)
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EmilieBouvier Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the fav :heart: :hug:
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penfold73 Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2011
Thanks for the fav
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