I knew you for longer then any other human being in my life.
I trusted you, I confided in you I believed everything you told me and I was never disloyal to you EVER.
Until you mentioned the term.
You said that to me. I acknowledged it and ran with it.
after that it was game over for both of us. I still miss you but I really believe nothing could revive what we had.
Honestly to tell you the truth, I would have take bullets for everything that mattered in your life.
I feel like because of your culture, which is a little bit more slum then average considering im moving up the middle class
of americans, that you just dont want anything better.
money will never be an issue to me. whether I have it or not.
and I will tell you KM I was so willing to move and do anything for you
the reason for these words and these letters now is because I AM damaged and I suppose I need serious help at this point
I will get help. do not worry i have appts soon, but its not fair what you did to me with your guilty pleasure.
for so many years secretly doing so many things behind my back.
You used to read this profile of mine, i doubt you do now, but one day i will publish something that shows the disgust you gave me for 5-6 years of my own damn life.
I have a publisher, and the truth will be spilt.
I hope you are living a joyful slum life. with your beloved joshua who i would die to meet if he is so much better then me having a linkdin track record of walmart on his resume.
good luck my ex lover.